Rin's eyes drifted off and went soft, a gentle smile creeping across her face. "it's amazing. Like everything you ever wanted. Comfort, passion, trust..." she trailed off. Her whole face showed how she really felt, yet she still couldn't really admit it to herself. "But it was a mistake, I shouldn't do that to John. He's such a good guy." she said as much to herself as to Tess. Clearing her throat she shifted around, trying to shake off her feelings.