[quote=Valiance] Is this the RPStarting to crumble down around me?...Or is this loss for the best?Time to put myself to the test.Sorry, felt like writing a little crappy poem. The rhymes soothe me, oddly... [/quote] I'll hold it together with my tendons if I have to. This is literally the only road from my creative mind to the real world. I have nothing else to express myself with. And as for what you said earlier, I find that the best way to deal with it is to focus on your goals. Accept that it'll take time to change and plan in accordance.