After being pushed away, though it had very little force behind it, Ruinil understood; her company was no longer desired. Thus she stood up, without saying a word, then made her way to the wardrobe and pulled out a clean, plain, simple, white dress, that had short sleeves, and dark cloak made of wool. With a fresh change of clothes made her way back to the door. "excuse me." She replied politely, her voice was cool, yet it hinted a faint sadness and lingering guilt. After Bartuc moved out of the way, Ruinil opened the door then suddenly stopped in the doorway. ".... I will keep apologizing to you until my sins have been atoned for.... And I shall never kill you... Rather I cannot for my heart has chained me down and forbids me from doing so..... And... I never wanted to be born so that I could live for an eternity... That is why I envy humans... Because they are able to live everyday as if it were their last... And it's because a humans life is so short that they can enjoy it.... Because they know they do not have an eternity... However... Knowing  I have that... Fills me grief and sadness... Knowing that you will outlive your beloved and children and comrades.... It makes you hate living, that you were punished for being born, for existing.... And it makes you wish that you had never been born to begin with... So please Bartuc.... Cherish your humanity for as long as you are living...." She replied quietly, her was tainted with grief.

With that said, Ruinil left, closing the door quietly behind her. She paused for a brief moment on the other side of the door before continuing to nearest empty room to change and disassemble the braid in her hair (which is wavy and goes down to her lower back). After changing, she returned to her room briefly to her store armor, then left once more to search for Evelyn and the troops.