Xaven stood there, and the moment she brought her hand up and touched her own shoulder, he knew and looked away and down.. that memory flashing through his mind as he was sure it was flashing through hers, the seeing him, the growling, the attack.. after that Xaven didnt even remember the rolling down the hill, he must have been beyond out of it by then. "its Genetic" Ralph said. "and sometimes it skips generations for years and years, til in one or two it.. awakens on the first full moon" Drake nodded gently, but there was really nothing to say, they went to move toward her when she dropped, but Xaven growled and they froze. at her words, Xaven changed back quickly enough and he moved toward her. "now you know my greatest regret and why seeing you again, it hurt me, cause i.. i remember what i did to you in the rage and pain and, no matter how much i wish or will it, i cannot take it back" Xaven walked over the rest of the way, kneeling down he wiped the tear gently from her cheek. "please dont cry" he whispered. "as yours, you crying makes me want to tear someone to pieces for making you cry, even myself"