Ruinil did not flinch not move even though a gun was pointed at her head; her expression was calm, and her soft smile remained even after nearly being shot. "I ask of your well being because I care, child...." She paused before continuing, "However if you question my loyalty and if you are planning on killing me... Then I ask you to end my existence quickly... And end me somewhere no one else can see me... For I do not wish for those who care about me to see me die... If you can do that for me then I will happily except my fate and you may kill me if that is your wish. However, I'd much rather die serving the Order in battle. So please do not kill me just yet... Until this war is over..." She knew she was hated by many,yet she tried to show kindness to all, even if they did not deserve it or express kindness in return. Marcus was no different.

His words were cruel towards her. Yet she still continued to smile warmly. She knew he did not trust her but she hoped he'd one day feel a little more trusting and comfortable around her and not try to kill her at any chance given to him. She wished more people were more accepting of her kind as Bartuc, but of course, this was just a naive and foolish fantasy of hers.