Knight, if you are still here reading these messages I'll have you know that this site helped you grow and helped you live your life as you grew... So I don't believe that this site is holding you back though I won't stop you from leaving either. You've been an awesome guy here and a chill dude to meet. I'd be honored to stay in touch though I still say that while you should stay I'm glad to see that you're living your life more and still improving from your social anxiety. Take care dude... Now, and forever.