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alucard: i knew evrything about her, especially after i drank her blood. i knew her whole name, her life experiences, anything i could gain acess to. now please, change the subject.kaine: aww, the wittle allycard is feeling sad about his wittle girlyfriend who he killed, how about ceras, is that image still fresh in your mind? her being cut to peices right before your helpless eyes?
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No. Just because you pretty much absorbed her memories, you didn't love her. That was artificial. Face it, you didn't lose anyone that you were actually close to.