Yeah I've been in your shoes. It sucks but that's life sometimes. Before I RPd on websites and such I was way into RP on MMOs. I would join RP Guilds and go on their sites and all that. For a while it had been fun, but the RP community quickly became such a volatile thing with everyone clamouring about what they want, bitching about how they weren't getting their way, and interest slowly dying as years went on. Most MMOs don't focus on the RP community either so we always got the short end. 

I've been the target sometimes too. I've been ridiculed, slandered, even stalked before. So after a while I just gave it up. Took a long break. Finally I decided wanted to come back but j wanted to avoid the online gaming community. Instead I found sites like this and jumped in. Been having a blast, but there's always hiccups.

You aren't alone so take comfort in that. Plus, as weird as this is, I've found comfort here talking about it all to like-minded people.