[hider=Ayane Lawson] [b]Name:[/b] Ayane Lawson [b]Age:[/b] 27 [hider=Appearance:][img]http://i69.photobucket.com/albums/i44/maleabryan/Anime/Girls/Black/BK26_zpsd69420a9.jpg[/img] [b]Wears:[/b] brandless t-shirts, a heavily worn-out hoodie she's had since secondary school, plain jeans or cargo pants, & a pair of plain beaten-up sneakers, & usually wears her rectangular reading glasses when she hasn't misplaced or lost them...[/hider] [b]Height:[/b] 5'6" [b]Weight:[/b] 118lbs [b]Likes:[/b] various music, books, manga, bargains, cheep/reduced stuff, old movies, various games, her guitar, friendly/nice/kind people, friends/company, cats, video games, goodluck, her laptop & internet, makeup & fancy cloths in magazines, family, receiving practical/usefull gifts, making or finding extra money, cute things, [b]Dislikes:[/b] loud noise, losing money, bullies and mean people, crowds, big dogs, bills, badluck, standing out, playing her guitar in front of anyone, remembering she cant afford luxuries like fancy cloths or makeup, Anxiety, stress, not knowing what to say or how to act towards people, loneliness, [b]Party Trick:[/b] Not well known but she can drink anyone under the table, (To onlookers it seems alcohol has as much effect as water to Ayane) [b]Profession:[/b] Unemployed [hider=Bio/Personality:] Ayane lawson is a very shy and timid person, who doesn't know what she wants to do in life she hated career days and future plan questionnaires when she was in school as they often lead to meetings with a school careers or guidance staff members & long lectures. She's the daughter of a british father and a japanese mother with six other siblings all of which she got along well with. Despite being somewhat of a social outcast in school her grades had always been excellent so much so that at her last year in secondary school she was offered full-scholarship to practically any collage or university of her choice, however during this time her father had suddenly passed away, Ayane with her close family emotionally devastated put her life on hold & took charge, caring for everyone in her family while making all the funeral arrangements and dealing with loads of paperwork for family benefits & tax reductions now that her mother was a widower. It's been nearly nine years since & her family's been doing well since, but Ayane's life had still been on hold and would of remained so if her mother hadn't encouraged her to go out into the world and find herself. Along with some financial support from her mom and working siblings Ayane decided to leave her town & headed to shine city which she hoped would be filled with adventure opportunity. After finding a small and cheep apartment which would of been more accurately described as a closet, Ayane found herself unsure again in what she wanted to do, every job interview she went to her quiet, shy & timid personality didn't help her standout from all the overqualified and extremely confident applicants. Ayane also considered returning to education but the fear of entering an unknown collage or getting placed in a large class as a new student at her age worried her, that or loan expenses for taking the courses that she wasn't even sure she wanted to specialize in. Ayane has since settled into a leisurely, quiet & lonely existence, of doing whatever she wants (within budget), sleeping in, finding ways of wasting time to pass the days, and has developed a disorganized and unscheduled lifestyle which she tries to get by on, economizing greatly to save money on necessities where she can, but often wastes or loses any savings she manages to collect. Often daydreams while reading fashion magazines or surfing the web, of affording fancy clothing like dresses & skirts or designer gear, actually owning little luxuries like makeup & perfumes... but Ayane tends to snap out of it quickly, as she remembers that she is trying to scrape by on what little money is left over after bills & expenses that her family sends her, while desperately hoping each day whoever's wireless internet she's piggybacking on doesn't get an access password put on it. She desperately wants to make friends but is far to shy to approach people she doesn't know and often struggles trying to make/initiate conversation. Often fearing she's going to be laughed at, picked on, humiliated, or do something wrong which is why Ayane tends to try and avoid people even if they're trying to befriend her which often leads to the misunderstanding that she doesn't want to know them, which is not the case at all. Due to her loneliness & events in her life she occasionally suffers from bouts of mild depression and hides away in her apartment rarely leaving her bed. Often re-commits herself to becoming a better person, making friends, and improving her life after an emotional tumble, but ultimately falls back into the loop of unemployed life, doing whatever, trying to waste time all over again. But who knows maybe this time around things well be different and her life will get better?, & if so will it bring about a whole new set of issues & problems she's not used to dealing with?.[/hider] [hider=Theme:] [youtube]https://youtu.be/YkzADPkNYNI[/youtube][/hider] [/hider]