[quote=Mizuho]
I want to see Hayden in action...And I'm fine. I'm just not ready for this Q~Q I'm not a good GM and I don't know how to handle things
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You have someone here right now who has experience in GMing (and scheming and plotting, which is really good for a GM). And you have someone over here who thinks he's a pretty good Co-GM and can help organize things to help it better play out and help you not get so stressed about it (*points to self*).