So I was recently broken up with. Though I'm grateful that it was a peaceful split, I grow more frustrated with myself the more I think about things. It's seemingly becoming a custom for me to end up with men who don't give their 100% in a relationship like I do. I don't think I deserve what I'm getting. I haven't had a relationship that lasts more than four months since 2012, and the way things have been going throughout the years I've given up hope that I'll be able to find that person. No matter how hard I try, how much I give, how my temper has softened during the years, it never seems to be enough to keep anyone around for too long. Maybe I'll simply never be enough for someone.

But who said anything about life being fair, right?

It feels good to get this out of my system, as I always try to appear as strong in front of everyone to avoid seen as weak or to be misunderstood.