[quote=@Galvanize]
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Can't...too much clouding my mind...especially on how I thought I knew her. But realized that I denied the things I did not want to see in her.I try looking for a girl who can have some simple things that I ask for. But there probably isn't. Especially not now.
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Probability states that you will eventually find someone who meets the criteria you naturally have set for a potential partner/mate who you also meet the natural criteria of. 
In other words, momentai.