Elsa sighed as she looked in her mirror one last time...actually it wasn't a mirror it was her computer screen with her webcam facing her, the young woman only just realising today that she doesn't have a mirror in her room. She has never really needed one before today. Today was her 18th Birthday and for Elsa that meant doing something she hasn't done since she was 6 years old. She was going to be seen by the public eye. 

Elsa was part of the Arendelle family who were one of the richest families in the world. They owned Arendelle Industries and being the eldest child Elsa had been brought up to become the owner of the company.She was therefore in the public eye from a young age. The original plan was that she wouldn't take over the company until her mother and father retired however when Elsa was only 16 her parents died when away on a business trip. That means that today on the day of her 18th Elsa becomes owner of the entire company. Until now some of the families close friends in the company have handled Arendelle Industries so Elsa didn't have to worry but now she was considered an adult and it was her job. For the last two years Elsa and her younger sister Anna have been allowed to stay at their family home and their staff in the house has kept an eye on them so they didn't have to worry about being separated by foster families or anything. Now Elsa was technically Anna's legal guardian, which brought up more issues. 

There was two things in Elsa's life she has always been scared to do ever since she was 6. Be around people and be around her sister. When Elsa was 6 years old she was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. The way her diagnosis came about is what made her scared to be around her sister.

[b]Flashback[/b]

"Elsa wake up Elsa"Anna said as she nudged her sister awake. 

"Hm not just now Anna it's late"She groaned as her sister climbed up on top of her.

"But Elsa it's snowing!"She said and Elsa's eyes shot open. She looked out the window to see everything outside was white. A grin spread across the young girls face and she sat up. She grabbed her sister's hand excitement bubbling inside of her.The two young girls ran out into the snow in just their pjs giggling the whole way. The first thing they did was started to build a snow man. 

"I'm Olaf and I like warm hugs"Elsa said in a funny voice as she moved the snowman's arms making Anna giggle happily as she hugged the snowman tightly. Elsa loved making her little sister laugh like that.

The next thing the girls did was started to have a snow ball fight however Elsa got two excited and in her excitement dropped a huge pile of snow on top of Anna knocking her out. "Anna!?!?"She said in a panic and tears started to well up in her eyes.

Their parents ran out "Elsa what have you done?!" Her father snapped in a panic as he picked up Anna and rushed her to the hospital.

[b]End of Flashback[/b]

Anna ended up being ok but she had to stay in hospital for a week. Anna doesn't really remember that incident any more but Elsa does, in fact it plugs her nightmares every night. There parents had always noticed Elsa's extreme personalities but after that they got her checked out and found out she was bipolar. After that she wasn't allowed alone with Anna any more, not that she spent any time with her after that. After what happened Elsa was far too scared to be around Anna worried she would hurt her again. Every day once Anna was out of hospital she would knock on Elsa's door every day asking her to play and even though it killed Elsa she made her self say no and to tell her sister to go away hoping if she was mean to her she would leave her alone. 

There parents didn't deal well with their eldest daughter having a mental illness from then on they never let anyone into their big grand house and kept Elsa out of the public eye. She was home school and isolated from everyone. No one not even Anna knew she was bipolar. They also forced Elsa to take medication that left her feeling numb. 

Her parents death hit Elsa hard. Once they died she only ever came out her room when Anna was at school or at night scared that without her parents there she wouldn't be able to stop from hurting her and since the girls got older her feelings for Anna have grown even more confusing. She had always loved her sister and desperately missed her but as both the girls got older and Anna developed into such a beautiful young her feelings became stronger than ones a sister should have for her sister. She started having dreams of not just hugging her sister and never letting her go like she normally has but kissing her as well...and once or twice even crawling into bed with her.

Elsa was disgusted by her feelings for her sister and it made her more scared to be around her. She had barley said a word to her since their parents death and it was killing her. She knew it upset Anna as well that was why today during the party for her 18th, which she had been told by the people who had been handling the family business she has to have, she is going to at least try and say hello to Anna and somehow show her she does love her. 

For the first time in years all of the windows of the grand Arendelle family home were open. All staff were on hand for the party and the signings of the paper passing the company onto Anna. The family home was a hug big mansion on the top of a hill above the city surrounded by forest. Elsa loved her home but spent almost all her time in her dark bedroom. Her room had light blue walls, a huge king sized bed, a huge book case and a big desk with a huge computer system.

Elsa wasn't a girly girl by any means and she was a bit of a nerd. She spent her money on games, dvds and books. She didn't really wear fancy cloths normally just ordering guys cloths online as she found them more comfy. She was normally dressed in skinny jeans and t shirts and jumpers. She liked the kinda butch look and really wished she could cut her blond hair short but knew she couldn't for appearances. 

Today she was wearing an outfit sent to her by the family stylist. Elsa hated dresses but knew she had to wear one for this party. The dress was long and dark blue with long elegant sleeves and showed off her womanly figure. The stylist also sent her some spanks as she wasn't as slim as the stylist would have wished so all in all the party was going to be hellish for her.

She looked at herself one last time her hair up in a tight bun like their mother used to wear her hair. She always thought her mother looked beautiful and that she had it all together and that was how she wanted to seem. 

[i]Ok Elsa just open your door and go out it's just for today then you can just work from home and only go out when you need a meeting or two...then when she is 18 Anna will go off to college and you won't have to worry about hurting her any more[/i] she thought to herself as she took a deep breath and walked out her room. One thing that wasn't too bad about the dress that it was long enough that she could wear flat shoes, yes they were not as comfy as her normal triners but still better than heels. 

As she walked down the grand stair case she saw everyone was already mingling but her eyes just shot to Anna. She was breath taking and had become the most amazing young woman she wished she could have been more involved in her childhood.