[quote=@Lugubrious] Well, it's because I'm incompetent, clearly. I thought I was getting at what you all wanted; things that might help set this right. A good example of this might be that I just don't understand what you mean by people not being on the same page. If teams aren't on the same page, I'm thinking, how can they interact with one another? I'd say something like I'm not one for self-pity at this point, but I really, really am. I feel like the scum of the earth. The realization I probably am makes me feel sick. I've just shown that I can't make competent arguments or decisions or do anything to help people. If someone smarter than me could just take over this mess I've made right now, please please do. I'd love to just sink back into the hedges and not have to think about this anymore. I have to get off the computer and go to sleep. I'm sorry for ruining everything. [/quote] Lugu, I'll say it once and I'll say it a thousand times more: This is what you have your Co-GM's for. They'll help you out. That's what you have me for. I'll take care of things regardless if I'm suppose to or not (Cause taking over leadership unofficially is my MO). You gotta trust us a little, you know? Have faith in our loyalty and abilities. It's tough, considering our rough past, but the ones who are here now aren't going to give up just because of a little lull. We're made of sterner stuff than that.