[quote=@Techspert] I didn't say you were crazy right now; I'm saying crazy you is worse. But speaking of that, don't you like being a part of everything? Being a big fish in a small pond may feel good for a bit, but you'd never realize how big the pond actually is. We have friends and family to offer. [/quote] I'm always crazy, just not [i]crazy[/i]. And I'd never give up what I have now for the world. It's just nice to think about. I never had to worry about any threat being to much to handle. I could have raised a family with Ariel in peace, never having to worry about losing one of our children. Never have to worry about losing a lifelong friend. Back then, I could handle it all. Easy. No stress attached. Now? Well, you saw what happened.