[@Aisling] "You know what?" Dracula asked. "That is e-xact-ly the same things that the specialists who can't think outside of their bookcases tell you to do... it's the things that I've been trying for years. I've been living with this for 568 years. Thanks, but this won't help me. In fact, all this 'have you tried [put in well-known method that every therapist will tell you to try here]' can get a bit annoying over the years... I know that you're trying to help me. But you should know that I've tried a lot. [i]Really[/i] a lot. As I've said, I've seen 17 different specialists and been to mental hospitals for over ten years in total... the nazis actually wanted to kill me because of this. There are tons and tons of methods I've tried... especially when they are as common as writing things down."