[quote=@Galvanize]
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...I lost a friend...a close friend...and she was like this. Though. She did hold back when she was with me, but I still saw it. It was a time ago. But it still affects me. She left me a note. It is the main reason why I am always trying to smile and make everyone happy. Even though I can't possibly do that entirely, I still try.
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I'm really sorry about that. It's terrible to lose a friend; just remember that what happens in one is a story, the other is your life. But it means a good thing for MR if it affects you emotionally.