[quote=@Spiritblitz] The reason I am like that is because i am quiet. I try to be nice to everyone. Though,I am learning that my definitioj of friendship and other's are very different. Slowly realizing that i don't have much friends by definition of others. I am not that good. Like what? [/quote] I think you're great at it. You're kind, patient, have all sorts of aspirations, know how to accomplish tasks, work well, dedicated, honest, hardworking, smart, flexible, adaptable, funny, etc.