It was so bright
I saw the light
You and me,
we were free
You and I together
Was supposed to be forever
Like a sister, maybe more
Didn't work, but our friendship endured
You were there, helped my heart mend
You were my best fuckin' friend
When nobody was there, I had you
And you had me too, 
and it didn't matter if we couldn't be
a couple, you see, 
We respected and cared for one another
We would always stand by eachother

But then
darkness descend
the heart wrend
You let the fuckin' friedship come to an end
And I can't comprehend

Just why
You and I
Our friendship just had to fucking die

Betrayed, harsh words like a knife, 
stabbed in the back
It'd have been better if you'd taken my life
I lost my wolf pack

And my heart was hurt, I wanted to die
I broke down, layed down, shed tears and cried
Wept over the loss, we'd been friends for years
It was one of my worst fears
Come true, you walked away
And right on my birth day
A yearly reminder of what's come and gone
Wondering how I'll carry on
It's a hell, it's dark
why did we have to depart
Why did fate, leave me behind
While you move on, and YOU seem fine

But me, inside, I'm still cryin
Inside part of my soul is dyin
Part of my soul is lost
That was the cost
Of meeting you, of loving you, of becoming so close to you
If I could take it back, I don't know what I'd do
The sad thing is, I'm no longer angry, just sad
I'm not mad
And I'd be so glad
If you called or texted
Just left me a message
Like nothing had gone down
Just turn it around
I'd accept it without saying a damn thing
Accept the 180, the full swing

But I know I'm dead to you, even if you're not to me
And never again will I see
Your smiling face and bright blue eyes lookin at me

So I'll just tread on
Try to carry on
for right or wrong
our friendship is gone
and I'm left do cry
to deal with this pain, at least try