[@Astarael42]

I'm going to give you a hug through the internet now, because you need one.

I'm sorry you have to go through this, I've dealt with it too, and it... yeah.

Honestly I don't mind at all, real life is like that, and the fact that you're even bothering to try and keep doing all this is impressive in and of itself - rest assured you're not going to lose me very easily.