[@Loony] Loon, I felt the same way. I am an adult and I still feel this way. Age is truly all in the mind. It is hard to image getting to where we wanted to go. It is hard to see years ahead and figure it all out. You can make it though. I know it seems like everything is a mess but just keep doing what you need to do one step at a time and you'll get there On the side note That would be hilarious. Even more hilarious would be someone very unlikely winning XD not sure who just the most unlikely kicking but at it with just the most horrible things ever