I have been doing a RWBY Roleplay with a bunch of friends in real life and I have been keeping a journal of how my character is progressing, and what is happening in the Roleplay from my characters point of view.

I actually enjoyed reading the 'Journal Entries' I wrote (so have others that have read it) and decided that I would share it here. If you have any questions about anything you read. Feel free to PM me about it.

Small Background to help you understand the beginning. 

Meeka is a young girl (age 15) who was a human at start (transformed Faunus). She met a guy dressed in black 4 years ago, and now she can't remember what happened 4 years ago. 

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[center][h3]Meeka's Journal
Day 1[/h3][/center]

	First day, the only thing I can remember before now was when I was 11. Back when I met that man in Black. Now... I have no memory of why I am here, why I have this spear, why I am on a plane to go to a school I have never even heard of. Memory foggy, hurts when I try to think beyond this flight. I am extremely nervous about my surroundings, all the people here, I have never seen, but they all look my age. Well, except for the robots and the veteran sitting near me. I'd rather not interact with these kids. I do not know anything about them, some seem very unstable, especially that black kid. I just seem to be in a very disadvantageous situation, the pilot is an idiot, homicidal guys, and don't even get me started on the smelly big guy who doesn't know the meaning of personal space. Then there is the one sane kid on the plane who actually saved me from the big guy. He said his name is Jax, and he.... well I can tell he is trying to be nice, but how do I act around other people? It seems that asking the same questions others ask is acceptable. What else happened on that plane.... right. Another idiot fired a chain gun inside the ship, normally it wouldn't have made me cry but the suddenness of the sound and my sensitive hearing was just to much to bear. Which brings me to my next mystery.... WHY DO I HAVE WOLF EARS AND A WOLF TAIL!!!! 
	I was human in my other memories, my parents were too. The only logical answer I can make is that the man in black is responsible for this change and I will find him no matter what. I need to know why he did this to me or if he knows who did. Until then, however, I am just going to have to adapt and hide my unnatural appendages so people will see me as I am. I hear that being labeled as a Faunus is a fate worse than death, and although I am not a Faunus, to others, I would be labeled as such. My thoughts like my diary, confused, jumbled, no organization, and worst of all.... empty. The feeling I have knowing that I have been robbed of my memory is a large blow to my identity. People will probably label me as insecure, but can I blame them? They know nothing of losing memory, the literal and figurative pain is unbearable.
	Finally, the plane has landed, abrupt and hard as it was, at least I am on the ground. Waiting, waiting for people to leave the plane. Next, I am confronted by the big black homicidal maniac. I'm scared, he just threatened to kill me, for what reason. None.... He just threatened me. I am coerced to leave with him, a robot stops the big black guy; while he is distracted, I run away. He chased me down, but I am to quick, maybe its because of the changes to my body? I stay hidden, the big black guy leaves, I think his name was Mishak. Either way, I would like to avoid him. It seems that constant exposure to him would increase my likelihood of death. I head back to the plane, I ask the robot where I should go. It refers me to my Scroll. What is a scroll? I check my pocket and inside it is a device with my info, school schedule; I guess this device is a scroll? I refer to it, I find a map. That's handy. Along with the schedule, I navigate the school and make it to the next stop. 
	A guy wearing a black coat with a green scarf steps onto the stage, he speaks about why we are here. I have no recollection of any purpose why am I here. Should I adopt his purpose so I can actually have one? No time to rest, no time to think, already we are being herded back to the planes to go on our first mission. As I head to the ship, I avoid the one we came in, that pilot was terrible. Hopefully this one would be better. I am about to board the plane, there is a high-pitched scream brief but full of anguish, a commotion of guards, I try not to notice and go into the plane. There is a large singular round room, it seems that the best way to minimize contact would be to sit at the entrance. That way, only 1 person could sit next to me. As people board, that kid, Jax, sits next to me and another I do not know. Mishak boards the plane... did I just feel a dip in the craft when he stepped on? How heavy is he? It seems that his behavior is what pushes people away from him, maybe if some kindness was shown, he would become more mentally stable? 
	Nighttime, we are still flying, all students are forced to sleep close together in the same room. I open my case, when did I get this case? I didn't even bring it with me. Yet my name is on it, and all the clothes are my size. Its strange, but I don't complain, I need clean clothes, I look for pajamas, I find a single white onepiece. I put it on in the restroom, I try to sleep, but people are noisy. I see Mishak wearing pink and white polka dot onesie. He actually looks like a teddy bear in it. I continue to try to sleep, people begin to talk about how they miss their parents, I begin to think of mine. I try hold back the tears, yet... they come anyway. It seems that Jax has taken it upon himself to protect me for now. Why? What did I do to receive this boon?
	I can't even find peace in my dreams, yet it is better than being awake. I cry myself to sleep.