Meeka's Journal
Day 4

	Another day, and yet those 3 haven't awoken... I am really beginning to be worried now. After getting ready for the morning, I head back into the infirmary only to find that all of them have awoken to a degree. Very much relieved, I decide to just wait out in the common area on the transport craft, I don't want those 3 to think that I am attached to them. Many of the the students question me whether or not my teammate will be fine. I choose to remain silent and just nod my head in the affirmative. After all the curious students are done asking questions, I hear it. Hear them. Their whispers. I hear the students whispering about me saying that I must be a really good friend with my teammate if I this distraught. Idiots... If only they knew, if only they could understand how I actually feel. It seems they woke up in time because they started lift-off procedures shortly after. Coincidence? Maybe.... I am just glad we are leaving. I have heard from eavesdropping accidentally that we all get a dorm room with our team. Less people to deal with will make it easier for me to relax. The plane finally took off, and Jon is sitting at the other side. It was all going well, until Mishak came out of the infirmary. Immediately, he started picking a fight with Jon and having their usual barbaric contests and words. They finish for a 
bit; Mishak walks to where I am. Jon once again calls him a homosexual and...... yea.... this time, Mishak proved that he wasn't a homosexual. He reached to the nearest girl behind me and grabbed her chest... Now he is a pervert. Which apparently is better? How? Anyways, that girl with the molested chest brandished her maul and well mauled Mishak and his face. Poor girl. I really don't feel bad about Mishak being flattened. However, I decided to go back to the infirmary with him to avoid all the attention directed towards the girl sitting behind me. In the infirmary, a nurse slaps Mishak, I hid my mirth well, it was weird however when Mishak pulled out his jaw. It made the same sound as that of metal being bent. The doctor said it was a metal jaw. Possible, but still, odd.... I wanted to ask Mishak why he told Jon to steal my spear, but he suddenly burst out saying that he was a pervert now, and well, that made me really uncomfortable.... I reflexively defended myself and scooted a bit further away from the unstable black man. 
	We eventually land back at the school, and I wait for everyone to leave the plane before I get off. Mishak runs out challenging Jon to a duel, and now... there is a scheduled duel between the two of them an hour from that point. As interested as I am, I don't do well in crowds, and well... I found a place in a nearby tree after I got a sandwich from the cafeteria. (BTW the lines are ridiculously long in the school's cafeteria) By the time I found a suitable tree, and logged into the school website, the match had started. It was really impressive, despite how unstable, stupid, and socially awkward the 2 were; (More awkward than me) it was a really impressive battle. It almost reminded me of 2 titans fighting to the death, it was so intense that the arena started to shake. I dropped my sandwich near the end when the match was decided. As sad as I was over my lost sandwich, I had a new found respect for those 2.... brawny individuals. Once again, Mishak is carried away on a stretcher. He is always going crazy and not thinking, he will die one of these days if he keeps going like this.
	We are all herded into the the schools gargantuan auditorium, where that same man in the scarf begins to announce the teams and their leaders. I was called up along with 3 others; those 3 were the same individuals that were in the forest with me. Mishak, Jax, and Cole along with me. Meeka Gray. The team leader? Me?!.... But, but, how? Why? Of all people why me? I am now very aware of all the eyes staring at me, the thoughts of my teammates now questioning the same thing I am. It takes all of my strength to stay standing. Already I feel the overwhelming responsibility of this position coming to me as my team is already expecting me to know where to go and what to do. I want to hide, avoid this responsibility, run away, but I cannot. The one thing I can do, is use my Scroll to pull up a map of the school, find our dorms, and well... lead them there. I'm sure I took a few wrong turns, but we made it eventually. There was a note on the door that said this room was made because of Mishak.... The doors and walls look normal, but they are all solid plates of steel. The bathrooms are nice, and we each get our 
own. I am really grateful for that, I was going to die if I had to share a bathroom with 3 guys.... ugh. All was going well, Cole fell asleep, Jax was excited like no other person about finally being in a dorm, and Mishak... was doing what Mishak does. Which is exercise at all times, and spar when he can. Myself, I was just putting my things away. My things.... In the room, there was my bed, and next to it, a bunch of suitcases, full of; clothes, school supplies, snacks, weapon repair/maintaining kit, etc. I was actually really creeped out. Not only were all the clothes in the cases exactly my size, they were varied in all the styles of clothes I like to wear. If it weren't for the fact that I needed clothes and bathroom essentials, I would have thrown all of this stuff out. I mean... that is just creepy! What type of person would provide this stuff? Could it have been that Man in Black? Possibly, but I don't know. 
	After I get everything put away, there is a knock on the door, I open it and see Jon. I immediately close the door and walk away. Jax however, being the nice guy he is, opens the door and allows Jon to come in. Jon came to give me flowers. Which actually... is nice of him. Weird. he actually did something good for once. Something I didn't revile about him. Did a girl or someone else give him advice? Either way, I really didn't want to accept them because Jon would think I actually like him. I wouldn't have accepted, except for the fact that my team pretty much coerced me into taking the flowers. Of course, Jon took that as an official acceptance of his status in dating me.... ugh. Sure he is super masculine and chivalrous to a fault, and if I didn't have these 'modifications' I may have been able to stand being near him, but that smell is just too much. Also, how would he react if he saw my 'differences'. I'm not sure, and honestly, I really am not interested in relationships right now. I need to find what happened to the last 4 years of my life. I can't have any closure or sense of security until that is made. 
As I prepare for bed tonight, I finally get to take a shower. I can't even remember the last time I showered. literally, the last time I remember is almost 5 years ago...... Gross. I want to believe that I had regularly taken showers during that 4 year blank. It was weird, I have never showered with ears and a tail... it is quite the odd feeling. Also, what shampoo do you use for fur? Should I go buy dog shampoo? I honestly don't know. 

	Tomorrow can come when it wants, I really don't care. I just want to know what happened to me.