[@Dark Light] this makes it even harder for me to do.. I finally managed to write a post but... I am not going to send it because it's awful. I think I am going to go ahead & drop out guys. So far since coming back to the guild I haven't been happy with any of my posts. It feels like I've lost the ability to write. I am no where near where I used to be. So, I think I am going to take a little hiatus & then get back into some 1x1's to improve what lingering skills I have left. I am so sorry.