[@bloonewb]
Just read up on him, not good at all.

It's not the fear of Garland, Alerie, Willas, any of my characters dying, or even of bad things to come. It was just the uncertainty of it in the future, how I make his character work, and the worry that I can't adapt to it in a way that I would feel would neither be a really stupid out of character act or at least make something that seems coherent, that isn't isolationist. I think I know what I'm doing now- I reckon as I say, my next post won't be a collab, but will be a chance to clear things up after the anarchy that has unfolded across the city. Though after thinking over it, chatting to people, and calming down a bit about it, it's just kinda going with that roll of the dice and the way the various mechanisms come in place; it's working out exactly what Garland would do, and with a mindset like his, in a position that he's in, it is a very scary thing indeed. :P