[center][b][color=deepskyblue][h1]☾ ΟÐξΤΤξ ΚξΝΟβΙ ☽[/h1][/color][/b]
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And there he went again with that attitude and that stern gaze as he spoke to her. Pushy? She wasn't pushy. She gave him some alone time, didn't she? She let out a heavy sigh as he walked around her, [color=deepskyblue]"No, I just thought you might want to get out of that stuffy room and get some fresh air. I don't need you to come anywhere with me. I am more than capable of taking care of myself."[/color] She clarified in a sort of matter-of-fact tone, hooking her saber to her side as she followed him out the door. This was going to be a very trying period if he continued to belittle her as he was doing. He would sure test her patience and tendencies to try to keep things positive that was for sure.

[color=deepskyblue]"Won't get us lost. I know this trail like the back of my hand, so as long as we stay on it we will be just fine. It loops all the way back around to our home so there is no issue there." [/color]She said as she continued down the trail in silence. This was the trail she herself always took to the more peaceful and scenic areas, which were perfect for her meditation. Or in her rare free times, good for a hike to clear the mind. They got to a river that cut through the trail and with much practice she began walking across a fallen tree as though it were a bridge, until she reached the other side.

Now, just up ahead next to the trail, was a small lake with grassy areas all around. Once they had reached there, she let out a soft sigh and sat in the grass, criss crossed once again, closing her eyes. The wind lightly blew over them and air was fresh here, allowing her a peaceful and calming place to meditate. Though after a moment of sitting there like that in silence and taking deep breaths, she opened her eyes and turned her head to look at him, [color=deepskyblue]"You're still angry. I can feel it. It's almost smothering. So much so that anyone near you that is tuned to the force can feel it and be swallowed by the emotions themselves, blocking out any good feelings."[/color]

She took another deep breath and looked out to the lake, [color=deepskyblue]"I understand though. It's not easy, being forced to stay in a place you know nothing about and train to be something that many people thought and still think, are just myths. It leaves you sad. Angry. Bitter. To tell you the truth, I wasn't much different for a while in my first little while of being here. There was even times, There were times, when I was a little younger, that I would try to run away into the forest, just to get away from all the training. But, after realizing how hard it was out on my own, I was always come back, expecting to be yelled at or reprehended. Yet, he never did. He was always so calm and very forgiving, talking to me and trying to understand rather than making me feel bad about myself. He always tells me that compassion is the heart of a Jedi and that he tries to model that in everything he does. He's very wise."[/color]

Looking back over at him once more, she shrugged, [color=deepskyblue]"I suppose, what I'm trying to say is, it's okay to feel that way sometimes, to feel sad and angry. It's what makes you human. But, don't let it rule your life and how you treat people."[/color] She made an attempt to give him another smile,[color=deepskyblue] "Besides, in my opinion, I'd much rather feel compassion and happiness than anger or sadness any day." [/color]

She looked back to the lake, though there was a slightly amused look on her face now, making a joke out of what he had called her earlier, [color=deepskyblue]"Okay, my lecture is done. Feel free to call me pushy again."[/color]