[quote=@Zarkun]
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I don't think you're negative, I think you're overstressed and in need of some one to talk to.
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The thing is, I'm not really stressed...just...breaking down.

It's like...I'm treading water and every so often I become submerged, sometimes it feels like it's long periods of time and I can't possibly reach the surface again.