[quote=@Caits]
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The thing is, I'm not really stressed...just...breaking down.

It's like...I'm treading water and every so often I become submerged, sometimes it feels like it's long periods of time and I can't possibly reach the surface again.
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That...isn't a good thing. I take it the familial issues are similar to what you've shared before.