[quote=@Zarkun] That...isn't a good thing. I take it the familial issues are similar to what you've shared before. [/quote] Yeah. Pretty much. I'm just tired. Tired of doing my best and not getting the results, tired of searching for a job and not getting anything, tired of having to study because I didn't get a nursing job, tired of everything. If I could just go in a cave with wifi and not worry I'd be fine. My family just doesn't seem to understand that I'm human and that I've been taking on a lot of the responsibility since I was 12, and I need a break. I need to just focus on myself but because my brother is a complete fuck up, who wouldn't know responsibility if it bit him in the arse, I can't. The three months I was away in the country were the best months of my life, because all I had to worry about was myself. I want to move out. But you have to have money to do that. And I can't get money unless I have a job, but if I move out my parents can't support themselves, and then my mum will get sicker and I... I'm tired of putting others first.