''Well this wasn't Skylar.. This was a black dragon'' Luci said and looked at him. She listened to him and when he said that it had only been her that he had feelings for she looked at him and blinked a few times. ''You... You... You moron!!'' she said and walked up to him, she slammed against his chest but not very hard. ''Why did you never tell me!'' she said and sighed. ''Really Derek... Why ? Why didn't you say it?? Why... Why didn't you kiss me to night at the restaurant... Why did you stay with that stupid cat while you saw that I was pissed off...'' she said and shook her head. ''I know that it's bad Derek... But sometimes I wish that Shadow was still here... Just a tiny bit.. Not that I like the true you but.. Shadow... He.. Well... Never mind, its wrong to think'' she said and shook her head. She wondered if he ever remembered anything from when he was Shadow..