[@DJAtomika]
Ah yes that was more or less a undesirable consequence of dealing with BPD. Basically at about the time I 'vanished', my doctor had switched me onto a different medication than the usual (a new clinical trial that was supposed to be better for me because it had less chances of me becoming totally dependent upon it) but and I quote it had 'adverse effects to my mental state' or to put it less bluntly I was about halfway between throwing myself off the nearest building or drinking myself to death. So much fun right? So my RPs at the time kind of fell to the wayside because I was too much of a mess to really deal with anything at all. But lucky that issue has been resolved. So yay!? I guess. 

[@Rockette]
Oh well that is a relief! What would I do without the validation of my peers? Probably actually go jump off a roof this time! [i](I'm kidding, I'm kidding don't worry.) [/i]

And I'm doing well enough, thanks for asking. You holding up okay?