Although part of her, that tiny, cruel part that she absolutely hates, was immediately angry with Hayley for having something that she lost, the majority of Sarah's mind was happy for her new friend. "Don't worry," she says gently, "you'll do fine. It just takes some getting used to." Looking ahead, she adds, "Back when I first started dating my boyfriend, I was new to the whole thing, too. I was always the shy wallflower that was always content with watching everyone else be happy. But he was the first, and one of the only ones, who noticed me. In all honesty, even the short time where I was still trying to figure out what to do, those few months were the best of my life..." As she spoke, Sarah realized that her vision was getting blurry and rubbed her eyes with the back of her hand, which came away wet. "Sorry, I'm still having trouble getting over it," she mutters, wiping the tears from her eyes.