[@lovely complex] I'm sure someone like Holden would at least intrigue Ash? Maybe not enough to befriend him, but she likes people watching and he's an accidental wallflower - just to throw that suggestion in there. Holden's the type of person to get so into what he's doing just to purposefully block everyone else out and maybe Ash, after four years of seeing him around the camp, kind of gets that idea of him. Or at least, maybe not know the underlying motivations, but have some kind inkling that he's not just woefully oblivious of the world around him. Holden's probably plopped right down next to her without knowing she's even there. Lol. Maybe she's asked him a few times why they always seem to put him on Pink instead of Gray. And he just shrugs and holds up his iPod. [s]also faith? how dare[/s]