Elann couldn't help but notice how slowly her husband transformed, and the nervousness within him as to what was going to happen. Elann was close enough at the edge of the wagon to rub along Noah's legs once he had laid down, but she wanted in. She hummed to the doctor to briefly gain his attention after Noah growled and he waved her down, that it was going to be alright. Emery's wife was a little afraid of Noah and so she came to comfort Elann, speaking about how he would be alright and many other comforting things that in Noah's case, helped her from letting the crashing emotions overwhelm their bond. 

Neither of their Gods were gods of healing, but that didn't mean she didn't pray to one. She didn't know her name, but she asked for safe healing of her husband and bondmate then. She continued lovingly and soothingly rubbing his legs, listening as the little girl was being sweet with him.

When Noah slipped into a state of unconsciousness it was all within her to not worry. The constant care of the doctor's wife, rubbing Elann's shoulders helped. They had delayed the whole wagon train with their problems and she couldn't help but feel a little guilty for it. It would mean they were likely going to be traveling into the night to make up time. 

During the whole surgery, she never left her husband's side, gently loving on what little she could from the edge of the wagon. Tears lightly had rolled down her cheek at some point, but it was brief and she deemed not to think of what could have happened or what could. The action and gossip eventually spread among the people, wondering why they had stopped and ultimately somehow they had found out that where Noah was was the place to be. Idly people stood around talking and it was then that the doctor wanted to close the flap. His wife climbed out the back as Elann's hand had to pull away from her bondmate's body, and the doctor's wife assured Elann that everything would be alright.

While her words were encouraging, it didn't replace the loneliness and want to be there with him. In a way, she wanted to be the little girl, innocent and loving of her husband, coaxing him into a lulling state of sleep. Noah perhaps didn't look at her that way, but she was no different in heart and mind than the little girl. She thought the best of everyone she met, she loved people regardless of their faults, and despite the anger in his words to her previously, she still cared for him immensely. Elann hugged about her waist, and upon seeing that she was not able to do anything, she went to change out of the wet fur-lined clothing and into a dress that she could wear and not be as cold as she was. Fortunately, the sun was out, and once changed, it warmed her as she headed back to the wagon.

She looked up to the cloud lingering above and voiced to it, and likely just to herself.

"I am trying my best. I love him too."