I totally understand that sweetheart. I have been newly married just over a year, and when that happens everything in your life changes. I have been lucky because I finished school before I got married, but my husband is still in school so I understand where your coming from. So please don't worry about the past now, I understand and hold no hard feelings. And whenever you post is fine with me. ANd if I can help in any way, I hope you can feel good to ask me. Alright? So no more feeling bad about this okay?