[quote=@DarkwolfX37] David help I can't tell if that's personas or aspects. There's not enough information. [/quote] *currently laughing at you.* To be fair it might be neither or it might be both, though i wouldn't be the one to tell you. I've had autism since I was a kid and ironically enough have always believed in both science and magic, like a child. Though i know magic currently doesn't exist on earth or within the know universe, there are still things unexplained that relate to both. So they might both exist as two part of the same coin with one working within the unknown laws of the other. I'm also agnostic because i believe in a higher power, but i won't put any complete belief in any book written by a human, as we are known to screw up translations and misinterpret them. So if you were to separate those two mindsets into their respective spots, you could say my happier mindset is an extension of the abundant energy and enthusiasm from autism that's been tempered by life, allowing me to bend with the world, and the more cold analytical part of me is an extension of the logical part of autism, drawing strength and patience from the knowledge it has gathered from my life so far. But at the same time i could be wrong because i don't have enough information on me to make a definitive guess. But i can also merge these two mindsets at times, and am learning to do so more often. This is all that i have realized on my own about myself through thinking about the tough, personal questions and accepting the truths i don't want to see, slowly but surely. That is why this last school year my goal was to be more open and easier to talk to, which i have achieved. Enough information now?