[@Pair of Hearts]


It makes me want to take everything from the inside and throw it all away. It always end up with them going "I swear this is the last time I will trust myself with you" I mean, I can feel the anxiety crawling in my skin. It makes me scared and I have to use that fear to fight. I try to tell them not to turn their back on me because I won't be ignored you know but it seems that no matter how hard I try, all it will eventually will be a memory of a time I tried so hard. 

I mean...there are points of authority, I know you can only live what you learned but I don't see why they got put others what they been thru. It gets so over the top that my pride is broke and it feels like my life is also broken. It really wants to make me forfeit the game.