[quote=@Dirty Pretty Lies]
[@Remipa Awesome] Lol why do you say that?
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Because I can't afford the sugar, I can't drink, and I need something to get my mental state in a position to actually do something other then awkwardly play truth or dare all night. Fun, but really awkward. 

Problem is she is a good girl, but she's very controlling. My girlfriend knows about the situation and she understands why I haven't done more about it yet. And I thank her for understanding that I am trying to find the best way to do it. Just... Life. SO coffee helps, because I have a huge stockpile from trying to sell the stuff from my locker at school. Hot chocolate too.

In basics, she's a good girl, but she's a bit manipulative and controlling. And even when she's going through one of her guilt trip things (Which again, I am not sure if they are intentional) I don't even know what she is expecting me to say? I mean, that's a huge part of why my last relationship didn't work out! I can't take hints! I mean eventually I may feel guilty but.... ya... Coffee is needed due to having spent everything I have and having no income and I can not drink Alcohol for a few reasons. Surprisingly not money on that one. That I could make form home if I really wanted.