[quote=@Dynamics] I would say that you either cannot find yourself or yourself has already been found. My time on this Earth will end, but because I know the purpose of my existence, I have to complete all tasks before the unknown amount of time is over. The meaning of life, to be cliche. Nausea how? [/quote] I will never delude myself into thinking i know about my self completely, but before i die, i will come pretty darn close. So money and stuff doesn't really matter to me, forcing me to find my own reasons to do what most people think i should as a common sense thing. That is why i don't see the point in doing as many tasks as possible before dying. I'll leave you to that then, so you can find your path and i can find mine.