[quote=@souleaterfan320] Shinji: oh, I'm sorry, I just spent roughly thirty years being tortured by my OWN WIFE, and I'm just supposed to trust everyone, like it never happened? [/quote] Look, Meredy and I aren't psychiatrists. We're all but that. Meredy asked me to make a cure and for now I something close but it isn't permanent. We're not asking to trust us. We are just helping. We all have been through some rough shit in varying degrees and we are not pushing your shit away. You have extreme PTSD and if you have a family, I recommend seeing some sort of counselor before going to your family. Cause you [i]will[/i] do something you will regret.