Fire... the sensation of her burning skin was something that she would never forget. At first Jekaterina was terrified of that strange sensation, but in next several she realized that in the end karma decided to punish her. Ankudinov sadly smiled, it was truly ironic death in flames looked like when you took into account how she killed her own parents by burning them alive. Ankudinov didn't regret it, they deserved it once she learned the truth... No no no! It wasn't right ! While deep inside Jekaterina felt unrestricted anger from her 'other' self, her main character was terrified and disgusted by her actions. She was nothing, worth less then dirt under someone shoe. What kind of right Jekaterina had to just sentence her own parents? Yes, horrible ones, but still parents! 

[i]Because you would never accept it otherwise. Once in your pathetic life you wanted to take care of the problem on your own...[/i]

Once she heard that voice she knew it was true and in the end Ankudinov didn't fight the sensation... She accepted her incoming death with sad smile on her face, while she burned alive and shockingly the only answer were the tears slowly dropping down her face. Once Jekaterina felt that the end was near, she ended up... in strange room surrounded by strangers. First instinct was to curl up and ignore everyone around. 

[i]PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE![/i]

Jekaterina repeated in her head over and over again. Her insecurity, extremely low self-esteem and lack of confidence were clearly visible on her face. Ankudinov ignored people talking around and tried to calm down. Deep down she truly wanted to join their conversation, try to find some sort of closure, but it was impossible. Extremely strong fear of rejection and potential bullying stopped her in her track. Plus once she peaked a look towards them, she noticed how... pretty and handsome they all are. It was unnerving and unnatural! She was disgusting, ugly and even if she stripped, probably someone would puke in front of her instead of feeling arousal... Not that she wanted anyone to get close to her THIS way. She knew the feeling of intercouse to the point where she felt nothing. So she curled up and ignored the voices. Maybe it was a dream and they would dissapear. But for some reason she doubted that.