[@Lugubrious]

Yeah just to restate things - when I was less active, it was blanketed. I wasn't very active as the VGNB antagonist, nor with Estelle. That was purely a timing thing because it was during Christmas which is a pretty busy time for my family along with having some exams. 

But after that ESS failed the mission and I ran out of ability to write for her so when my activity came back in full I could only use Bianca as an outlet.

Don't get me wrong I appreciate the opportunity to get Bianca back. But in all fairness I have been writing for Estelle in other capacities obviously this isn't easy for you to see - or possible at all. But I think a blanket statement of I don't want to write for Estelle anymore is misguided and wrong - but again you had no way of knowing that.

I've always been trying to give everything I've got to this RP because honestly - and you know who you are - I have met some incredible writers and friends through this thing so I've been trying to make sure that no matter what they see it in the same light as me, and that light is an incredibly bright one. I don't want commendation or anything else like that, just the opportunity to play at a degree in which I am clearly able to keep up with, hopefully with both of the characters I have spent quite a long time creating.

Thanks.

EDITING BECAUSE AN EDIT HAPPENED.

Yeah we'll talk in PM that sounds great to me man. I think everyone's a little heated right now but I think that's a solid plan.