[quote=@Ignacious] Tbqh. I have been busy. And do try as much as possible to get on. Yeah, it was much easier three years ago and such, less responsibilities. But I still try to invest hours. Just the recent week, I've had to help my older pack and move stuff cause he is joining the army. And today, he just left. The last time I will see him in possibly years. I love you all, but I did spend time with my older brother,who i greatly look up to, to catch up and have laughs. I did go into MR as much as I could in a less rude way possible. I truly believe that we can go back. We are just overthinking it. Even with the less members. We make characters. We learn with them. We are probably not organizing time well. My parents will kill me if they saw me on this site. David, Dark, and Sven know that very well. Hell, i was gone for two months and (I believed this) I think they thought I was gone completely. I didn't still here and will always be. My fault is I am not organized at all. Just how I am unfortunately. I put too much on my plate that I can't handle, but I am too stubborn to take off. [/quote] There's never a single source for strife. It always results from a culmination of issues that build over time.