[quote=@BurningCold]
I feel like I'm losing interest in this, and I really don't want to. It's like, I want to be a part of this and whatnot but I can't summon the desire to write up a post, and that isn't a problem with the only other two RPs I'm in. I'm just not sure where and how I could re immerse myself. I'll give it some more time to think but I feel like I ought to just bow out.
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I'd say part of it is just the lack of interaction (as unfortunately you did start off to the side of things) maybe? We can't really force you to stay, but hopefully in a post or two, you can be given a few strands of mystery to re-join the plot proper.