[quote=@Zeal]
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Lunar: I'm not giving her free reign over her life, she knows that too. Maybe it's because I wan't given a childhood and was forced to train all my life for a cause that wasn't even real and I want to give her one through me. I guess you are not getting what i am trying to say. 
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You're trying to live vicariously through your kids.