[quote=@AbandonedIntel]
[@HushedWhispers] I'm really sorry to hear that, I really hope the best for you, and take all of the time you need. <3

And it's fine... I'm probably going to just take a break for a week or two and try to jump back in. I think the main reason why I haven't been throwing Carmen into the fray is because I often get bamboozled by who's where and what's going on, so I often try to keep Carmen out of bounds and try to interact with one or two characters at a time. And when people discuss things that I'm not involved in, I feel alienated and sad. XD I'll be back, I love this RP and I love the people in it, I'd hate to abandon you guys!
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Thanks for your condolences. :) But just take your time with your decision.