I don't know if you're reading this and frankly, I don't blame you if you just turned an eye and ignored it. I'll talk it, anyway.

Exaggerations aside, you don't even fathom at how angry I am with myself for doing this to you. This is the second time it happens and I don't think work, college and family are too much of an excuse for a whole month lost. I bet you've been waiting so much for me to answer while I never justified in time, only to came at the 45 minutes of the second half and do something like this. Still, I wanted to be sincere with you and with myself, or I'll never be in peace.

You're a good friend. Rather, one of the coolest guys I've met. Even though I never met you personally, I do know you as a kind person. RPing with you, our online matches a BlazBlue... those are fun things I enjoy doing. Maybe I'm just too lonely for my own sake. But I wanted you to know that I kinda admire you as a person. The little I know is enough for me to say that.

Anyway, the jerk here just wanted to apologize for what he done to you. That's all.