T’charrl certainly felt a little disappointed in himself, he should had been better than this and be able to stabilise himself. He was definitely pretty pathetic when it came down to it, definitely not leader material. He was going to have to get things together eventually, he was supposed to take over leadership of his own people eventually and to have an emotionally unstable leader would be very dangerous. “When I did it before I cleared my mind of all thought. I wasn’t particularly trying to think of anything at that point”, he frowned, shaking his head, “Maybe there’s something else, but I’ve only done it a few times now…” It was a lot of pressure, expecting this from him when he was still a complete rookie. He had no experience other than times of luck and desperation. Looking to Haku again when he patted his back he gave a little smile before looking down at the soil again. “I would have to go to sleep and hope I don’t dream about flowers if I want to speak to my spirit again”. It was hard to tell what he was supposed to think about for doing this if not for happy thoughts. Looking to the little spirit he gasped when it talked to him again, looking to Haku quickly before back to the creature. He didn’t know if he could talk to it as well but then again he didn’t know how far the creature’s telepathy went or if it was just because he could naturally speak to spirits; however, he had only spoken to plants before and other spirits of his species. Frowning, he sits down from his squat and held a pair of claws out in front of him. “Uhh…I don’t know what you mean by ‘together’…what do I do now?” ---- Kiton didn’t know what he wanted in reality, he didn’t know why he had been trying to so long to keep living either. His life had been too hard for someone to grow up in and managing to get this far was only because of his power. His inheritance was all that had been keeping him going and he didn’t know if he deserved that. “I don’t know…how badly I want to live. I just happen to keep living and get on with it”. Trying not to think about it too much he didn’t know how to handle trying to shake York’s hand so instead decided to give his palm a quick pat before lowering his hand again. Staring down for a moment as the group had a little debate on how long they would last against him he couldn’t help but frown, feeling like he didn’t deserve this kind of chatter. He didn’t really like how they were having a laugh about how long it would take for York to die against him, kind of hoping that York might had been more modest about his power. It wasn’t what he wanted, he didn’t ask to be flattered. He knew he was powerful but it wasn’t exactly a power he could control as demonstrated in the battle. He couldn’t exactly stop everyone from thinking that about him, it wasn’t his place to try and tell them their praise wasn’t something he was flattered about. Continuing to stare down at the ground he did eventually look up to Sasha when she talked to him again, staring at her for a moment before looking to the injector and gave that a prolonged stare instead. “…Oh, I uhh…I don’t do drugs”, he said before briefly smiling, eventually ending on a sigh. That was probably a pretty lame thing to say as his excuse, but he didn’t have much to lose right now. Raising his hand he gave the injector back to her, keeping his gaze low. “I’m just not very good at medicine stuff or injecting things…as in I never do it…” ---- Viral didn’t know what to think about Yumi telling him to embrace the pain as a good thing, it was as if she had never felt it before if she thought of it like that. Groaning in response to her ‘badge of honour’ mentality he slowly rubbed his arm, frowning. “I understand that feeling pain while training and to test your resolve may be a good thing, but I did nothing to earn this pain. You worked hard to get where you are while I did nothing, as far as I know. I woke up like this and don’t have any memories that can tell me what happened…so I just want to get rid of the pain and forget anything happened”. He had no reason to hang onto the pain he was feeling and waking up with it was hard enough, especially when he didn’t understand how he got it. “Just like waking up with a headache, I don’t want it to be around and will want to get rid of it…” Sighing when Yumi also denied him the mallet be slowly sat back again, looking elsewhere as he scratched his chest. It wasn’t that hard of a request to fulfil and if he was going to be denied the ability to get rid of pain then he would be able to do it himself. If he wasn’t able to get a mallet then the next best thing would have to do. When she disappeared he looked around at all the blurry shapes before closing his eyes, trying to do his best to relax. He was still feeling incredibly tense as his heart wouldn’t stop racing, his body feeling like it could break if he so much as bumped against something. He definitely didn’t know how he was going to get rid of this pain but he did know once it was gone he didn’t want to feel it again for a long time. Keeping quiet as he tried to relax he opened his eyes when Yumi had finally returned, feeling a little confused as to where she was until he spotted the shadow of the tea. Reaching out he took it calmly, giving it a quick sniff before looking up when something was placed on his head. Frowning as he reached up the hat was already gone, giving Yumi an annoyed look instead. So she wasn’t able to get sunglasses but came out with a hat of some sorts, his disappointed reflected in his face before he sighed and leaned back. “It’s not the sunlight that’s bothering me, I just don’t want to be looking like I’m staring at whatever rather than at people’s eyes…” Taking a sip of the tea there was an immediate reaction that was a mix of questioning and wondering if he was going to be able to drink this. There was also the thought of realising how thirsty he was too, but given how hot the tea was he tried to shrug that off. “…You know that aquatic lifeforms don’t drink fluids, but rather get it all from their food. I’m only semi-aquatic and…I doubt I even consumed enough fluid that I actually need to function…”