You haven't learned by now?

I am some amount of traumatized from how my awkward self was treated here some time back.

So now when certain names gang up on me for no discernible reason, it reminds me of how I felt back then. No matter how much I've changed or matured, it's still a memory and it's still sensitive.

It doesn't matter how harmless your initial actions may seem, because the end result is clearly fucking with my head.

So I see your harmless jabs and knives in my chest.