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Jesse looked at Wicked when it was told to her that she must dress properly for Pixie's funeral; right eyebrow arching.

[color=afeeee]"You are surely mad if you believe I will attend the funeral of a comrade whom I am accused of being in part responsible for their death.

There is only so much I can be expected to endure; isn't it enough you've crippled and blinded me?"[/color]

She walks over to her closet and draws out her space suit. Then she begins dismantling it's comms package an transponder.

[color=afeeee]"I believe I have had quite enough psychological and emotional torture.

It is on you that fault lays for this.

I see with some regret her loss but to me she was basically a stranger as are all of you who've just arrived and......and acted as if I were a unique addition who is not a part of your lives."[/color] she bites her lip and seems to be trying to rip her space suit in half.

[color=afeeee]"As much as I try I am unable to become more than a stranger who lives here; the weird kid at best. 

I am aware of how odd I seem, how strange I am emotionally; I was not raised as a child as any or most of you. No one cared if I was lonely, if I was in pain, exhausted.

I was Drifter, no one called me Robin ever again or Jesse"[/color] tears flow from eyes so emotionally cold it's surprising they don't fall as ice crystals.

[color=afeeee]"I was never normal because it was unnecessary in training a weapon.

I wasn't allowed to be afraid, I wasn't allowed to fail, to quit because it hurt.

If I got too close to my guards they were transfered.

My body wasn't that of a little girl but a biological machine into which they pumped drugs, implanted with machines, exposed, irradiated, not human."[/color] she pauses and laughs mechanically 

[color=afeeee]"Like my freedom my humanity an illusion shattered and broken; not permitted.

I was only Drifter and as long as I performed I was rewarded with praise as Drifter.

My true name if ever there was one because I am a ship with no rudder, a Castaway.

Humans have names not designations, names like Jessica Robin Winchester not Drifter.

What a tragedy, right?

I'm making no excuses for my attitude, seeking no sympathy just curious why everyone expects me to act normal when it is obvious I never was by design.

Now quit being so unaware of the fact not Homo Sapien or that I as a Primal Elemental I am basically a demigod even if a young one. 

And I say that explaining that I do not think I am a deity only that I could be mistaken for one."[/color]

Drifter looks down and hurls her space suit to the floor. Then she lifts her wrists before her eyes focusing on the inhibitors with an intensity that is palpable.